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More Full Metal Alchemist! I want it. NOW o_o *steals Ed away for herself and huggles him tightly*

Okie. Anyways, the point of this journal is to say that I'm considering making it friends only. Why? Because..... yeah. I want to. You got a problem with it, screw you o_o

Either that, or ask me to be your friend xD

Also... I wanna know where some of my friends went ;'-'; They dunt talk to me no mores... *pouty lip*

*rambling on*

*curls up and wraps blanket around self* I could prolly use another nap right now, but let's see. I woke up... before the double digits of the morning (prolly around nine-ish) discussed a few things with Aunt Donna, went out shopping, and ate lunch at La Fiesta Brava (Buuuuuuuuuuriiiiiiiitoooooooos!!! /Gir voice) I got back and laid down on the couch, and next thing I know its close to five and Liz comes downstairs wondering where I had been for close to four hours o_o;;; Meeku indeed.

Right now I'm just sitting here... prolly should be working on finishing my picture of Jounouchi (aka Joey Wheeler offa YuGiOh- so sue me I like that show e_E *another squeel* MALIK-kun's mine biotch! >O ) I think he's upstairs though. And I'm being too much of a lazy bum to go up and get him xD

Why such an emphasis on 'traditional' art you may ask? Turns out if I want to show a certain someone my art, I NEED to have at least fifty handdrawn stuffs in a portfolio. *thinks for a moment* I have...a few handdrawn pics back up in Monroe. (my b&w Cait Sith, Red XIII, and colored Chocobo and "Moonlight Ryoko") I'm still pissed that my black and white Sesshie in puppy form pic is STILL MIA. -____-# Nothing pisses me off more than to lose a good piece of art, and of my FAVORITE character no less. Oh well. I tried drawing him digitally, and he came out good... so good, that they won't accept it on Gaia because they think I didn't draw it -__-# Oi vey.


I've done a lot of hand drawn stuff while I've been here, including plushies of Sesshoumaru and Rin, Inuyasha/Kagome and Shippou, ED (MIIIIIIIIIINE), Malik (Mine as well >_>) and then this pretty awesome b&w pic of Malik looking back over his shoulder, as well as a 'realistic'(?) Kirara which needs coloring and my Jou pic, which I'm still undecided as to whether I do him like my Mal-chan pic, or if I'll take a chance and ink/color him.

Besides the few that I also have in my sketch pad (which I had forgotten about until just now o_O) that brings the count to.... 11. Around 20 maybe if I count the stuff in my sketchpad. o-o

This also means that I WILL be going back to school for art. What area of art, I'm not sure, but DEFINATELY art. Even my DAD said I should, and that's saying something when it comes from his mouth (where he claims that he 'hates' anime x3; yet will watch it with me and enjoy it)

mwee... *skips off to another entry*
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What kind of villian would you be?
LJ Username
Favorite color
Do you root for good, or for awesome?
Your trusted second in command deludedxdreamz
Your arch nemesis, aka; brentdax
Evil appearance The hardened warrior, you may be evil, but you have dignity and honor. Armed with a sword and an assortment of other archaic weapons, you are a dark blade master, with your long sleeveless coat made of worn material.
What you;ve done so far Once a great dark power, you were sealed up and locked away. Well now you're back, and pissed off.
Your evil powers/skills You've got that seduction thing down pat.
Chances of taking over/destroying world - 100%
This cool quiz by tea_chan - Taken 890 Times.
New - How do you get a guy to like you?

Bwuahahahahahahaha! >D

Anyways x3 Went out yesterday... played DDR among many things :D Boy, am I outta shape *snicker* anywho. I also went to see Spiderman. Gawd.... I LOVE Octavius. I want him. now o_o Or at least those cute lil arms x3 The way they'd turn to look at him... *gigglefit*

Oi, Liz. I got to thinking o_o you might get lost if you're driving here late (like getting here after dark) cause it can be easy to miss the turn and stuff.. we'll talk about this later today online, or just respond here (cause I'll be on and off today)

I gotta go now, cause we'll be eating lunch soon.... Ja minna
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    We just figured out Blue's Clues.....o_o;
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LotR and short hair!

I'm sitting here in Baton Rouge, watching Return of the King, eating McDonald's (omg, some fast food for once *hasnt had fast food in like... two months*) drinking coke, and I have SHORT hair. Yeah SHORT. ^^ I likes. I'll have to post photos once I get it dyed and stuff.

Anyways, I'll prolly update more later, but for now I must get back to watchin' the movie. Will be gone all day tomorrow cause daddy's taking me out to do WHATEVER I want ^____^ Maybe... when we go to see Spiderman tomorrow night, we can swing by and get my Jaken plushie x3;
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    My Preeeeeeeciouuuuus ....
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Closin' Time

I want these. BAD. xD Maybe when I go to Baton Rouge in an hour or so I can convince mom to buy them for me since she's always buying Steph and Em new clothes....

From one of my favorite online comics, VG Cats. Think she'd let me get 'em? x3; Either that, or we're going to Waldenbooks and getting me a Jaken Plushie to torment in place of my sisters' friends who somehow managed to be staying there at the same time I decided to go down

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Oh yeah. Forgot to add the fact that I'm getting my hair redyed (FINALLY!) probably very light brown, since I know mom would never go for like... blue or whatever x3 I'm also getting it chopped off. Short-like... probably chin length. I'll be hating myself come winter, but damnit, I'm sick of it right now x-X I want it GOOOONE! Shower time! *skitters off again*
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    Can't wait to go see my bro!:D
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Honest to god.. I just don't know...

Yeah, maybe art is a part of me, and I probably won't be able to contain the urge to keep on doing it... Honestly though I just can't right now... For one, my hand/arm has got SERIOUS issues... from middle arm down to my fingers of my right arm is COMPLETELY numb for the most part, even now as I'm typing. It's been like this since last night, and its beginning to be more of a thing to start worrying about rather than be annoyed by (I can't even hold my Game Boy or Cube controller for more than ten minutes without it beginning to ache, or lose feeling completely) The fact that at any moment I can bite into my pinky without it hurting a bit... just.. yeah. -.-

On top of that, I just have no will to draw anything. Liz suggested something morbid for once my arm is better (which it isn't lookin' that way anytime soon now): My response: I just can't do it. EVERYTHING I draw winds up being 'cute'. The closest to macabre I've done is this:

[EDIT: Ain't that Peachy damn keen. Damned pic won't load --; Fuck it. *posts link to it on DA*]

And that's HARDLY creepy scary icky what have you.

Why do I even bother? Sure, there are a few people online, plus my real life friends that like my art, but wow. That isn't helping me pay bills, or improving my life in any special way. All it does is give a picture for someone to look at for a couple of moments, go "oh. that's cool/cute!" maybe fav if on DA, then never give it second glance. There's just something wrong with that's like I've accomplished absolutely nothing at all.

I'm off, to let my arm rest again. Maybe it'll rot and fall off -_-;
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    Mindless Self Indulgence - Bed of Roses
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Remind me not to fuckin' bother with art anymore... can't draw anyways. not to mention I'm a fuckin' idiot who can't keep damn windows straight and closes a pic without saving after making my arm NUMB. Screw it.
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.... What the FUCK are they thinking?

Taken from nursemette

I honest to god can't believe they're ALLOWING pharmacists to deny women birth control pills. Just because they believe that the pill 'causes abortion' and they think that's eeeeevil. *growl* Complete and utter BULLSHIT. T.T# Maybe once I clear my head I'll edit this for more cognizant thoughts... *leaves link for ya'll to go read while she huffs up and goes back to playin' pokemon*,2479,s1-7342-P,00.html
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    Nanase Aikawa - Owari nai Yume - 3rd Opening
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Dreams and people suck. -.-#

I haven't been genuinely frightened by a dream in a while, not since the ones I used to have about tornadoes and stuff. But today... today I woke up in a cold sweat, and even now I'm still shaky and wanting to go into tears for some reason.

This dream started where my one yesterday ended. Yesterday's ended with me standing on a bridge when all of a sudden someone shot something at it and it started to crash into the water.

I held onto the railing, holding my breathe as my half of the bridge sunk underwater. To my suprise though, it floated back up, and the ones that survived were herded towards the other side of the bridge. I noticed the cage I had seen in the dream before and began to fight back, insisting that we had done nothing wrong, and if anything the man who blew the bridge should be sent into that place. Turns out, the guy that blew it was the person in charge of town --; So we got herded into the cage while that man stood there and laughed.

Fun. Yeah right.

So we're stuck in this cage, that's more like a zoo pen ala Jurassic park (too high to climb and electricfied so there's no point in tryin' anyways) A bunch of people had apparently died the first few days of being in there, cause... there were only about twenty of us left. At this points it shifts views to like I'm watching a movie, and I realize that there's no humans at all. o_o Everyone was animals .-_- Damned screwy perspectives. I had taken on the form of one of my pets offa Neo, my Island Shoyru Ryuu (probably because his personality best fits mine- nice, laid-back, gullable, though can go to roaring dragon in the blink of an eye if pissed off) Mary (one of my friends) was there too, though she was just in a random pets body. There was this one animal in there that was pouncing and wanting to screw everything in sight... so yeah. u.u You can easy guess what happened there with that when she pounced on me. And the thing about it is it felt REAL.

And I get yelled at because I can't sleep at night now. -.-; *sigh* Mrrrrrr.

So yeah. I'm irritated now. I can't sleep, and I get in trouble for not wanting to sleep because I DON'T want to have that kind of dream again. Fuck this. *sulks off to.... somewhere*
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    Every Heart
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Fun with art

Bwee. Just a few random things...

I learned how to make blinkies :D Yay! Might do a few (mostly my own pets... like this one)

I've also been 'hired' to make adoptables for Zetapets.So lessee... there are.. 28 pets, and 12 colors for each.. 336 pics. Wow ^^; that's a lot. I've gotten a couple done so far. It's not the actual drawing that's gonna be rough (cause for adoptables ya can use the same pic with the exception of the two baby colors) it's gonna be the coloring. These are the two I've gotten done so far. @_@;

I also started doing commission stuff *bursts into laughter* Like people would want to actually buy my art. *hacking cough* Anyways. It's worth a shot. e_E Info on prices and stuff is on my DA page, located HERE

And now, I must get some sleep. Until next time.

Oyasumi minna
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    Nobuo Uematsu - To Zanarkand